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the World is Watching

Jia Qi — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 10:19:53 +0000

Heard of the Iranians protesting on the streets?

I hope so.

If you haven’t, go get yourself updated cause you are really loosing touch with the world.

I know, I haven’t posted for a long time, but now, I have decided too.

Recently, there was the Iran elections.

Votes were believed to have been rigged.

Sites which enable people to post videos and other forms of media were censored in Iran.

Look at this: http://twitter.com/tehranelection

It’s evident that the government rigged votes (in this case, can be seen from the twitter user above), and that either UN or America has to do something about it.

Because people are getting hurt now, if you’ve heard of Neda, ‘Angel of Freedom’, getting shot in the heart and dying on the spot.

Just because they are fighting for democracy, for the freedom of expression, for the freedom of speech.

Quoting Evelyn Beatrice Hall, : I disapprove of what you say, but will defend to death your right to say it.

Oppresion of the freedom of speech, the freedom of expression, I strongly believe, is definitely not justifiable.

What has the world come to?

To cruely kill and slaughter people who fight for it?

Even to just watch and do nothing is a sin.

I recommend this site: http://iranianriots.wordpress.com/

Please, do something about it.

I believe that you can do something about it to let more people know.

1 supporter of free speech = 1 broadcaster.

THE WORLD, IS WATCHING.

Forgot; Forgotten

Jia Qi — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:02:58 +0000

Some people just don’t bother to do things on purpose, says my friend.

But, I think, if they really can’t bother, maybe they just forgot.

About their past.

To think they could just dump the past experiences into the rubbish bin in months, or who knows, even days.

They are scary.

And I thought they were truthful, about their friendships.

Well, maybe they are, but they just take it too lightly.

Like sanitary pads, to be changed constantly.

Or paper underwears.

Or tissue papers.

Whatever.

If you try to remember, you are already forgetting.

And I think you should remember the important things.

Dig a hole in your heart and bury it.

Let it sink in, lock it with a key.

Not forget it.

Not dump it in the wastepaper basket.

Not flush it down the damned toilet bowl.

Not unless you are senile.

Unforgivable.

Well, it’s a different story if you forgot your homework though..

That’s totally forgivable.

And to be forgotten.

It sucks, ya know.

Like this:

-Hey, remember the happy times?

-Urm.. What the heck are you talking about?

-Nah, nothing.

And then you’ll feel super over hyper and over enthu and extra.

Then, she walks away with her new friends.

Damn.

So, if you hate to be forgotten, don’t forget.

Even the bad things.

You can forgive, but don’t forget. [Quoted from my Physics teacher.]

Forgiving is not forgetting, it is only letting go of the pain.

Don’t lie to yourself, it’s not so easy to forget the bad things.

So, like you shall remember the bad things, you shall also remember the good.

Class Party

Jia Qi — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 15:16:49 +0000

12.30 pm, Friday, 12th June 2009, Toa Payoh Hub, 6A class party.

I went early so I went to Popular to browse through CDs.

Suddenly, Rui Yu called me.

They were at Cheers.

So I went to meet them.

Then we took 31 to East Coast Park.

And on the way, Shannon was counting how many more stops.

“10, 9, 8, 7, 6…”

Then when we reached, we had to walk a long distance.

Then, we we to MacDonalds to buy drinks/ice-cream/lunch.

I bought Oreo Mc Flurry.

Then, we wanted to go bowling, cause the sun was damn hot, but it was fully booked and the person asked us to come back at 4, but by 4 we could do other things already.

So, we went to cycle, but I dont know how to cycle.

But no big deal luh, Teng Kiat and Jin Jie also don’t know how to cycle.

But Heather said she could cycle double with me [d-erh], so I cycled with her.

But, it was damn hard to control and we laughed like mad.

We cycled up slopes [which I hated], and down slopes!

Then, when we were quite far, Rui Yu and Heather tried to teach me how to cycle, but I think they want to vomit blood manzxz.

LOL!

Seriously, you know!

Then we cycled back and played volleyball, soccer, and basketball.

Soccer, we used slippers as goals and basketball, we used the tree as net.

Anyway, sorry Rui Yu, Teng Kiat and Jin Jie, victims of my kicking.

Then, we went to MacDonalds to eat dinner and I stole fries from Rui Yu and Teng Kiat, but SOMEONE drank my Milo.

Then, we played captains ball, but by the, I quite sian liao.

But, when it was time to go home, I felt..

Sad.

Like on graduation day.

The only difference is the crying part.

Maybe the wound’s not sore already.

But there will always be a scar [unless you do laser to remove it].

Good things come to an end, but i believe there will always be a start of a new one.

为何，

天下，

无不散之筵席？

6A, 6A, 6A is the best.

6A, 6A, 6A beats the rest.

6A JIAYOU!

<3, with love.

说不出的感受

Jia Qi — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 01:16:20 +0000

I cannot believe this.

The people I trusted so much, whom I though I could turn to when I was in trouble, they all changed.

They just run when there’s trouble.

These fair-weathered people.

I guessed I’m always of least importance to them compared to their other commitments?

Why are they so selfish?

To only think about their own comfort, but never about others.

I thought..

You were..

Different.

I thought you trusted me, you had faith in me, you were proud of me?

But not anymore.

Maybe I’m the one who changed.

To become less understanding, less tolerant, less special.

此刻，

心理的感想非笔墨所能形容，

是悲伤吗？

是失望吗？

是烦恼吗？

是不解吗?

我不知道。

Debate Association Holiday Camp

Jia Qi — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 10:37:41 +0000

As the heading reads, DEBATE ASSOCIATION HOLIDAY CAMP!

It was quite an unlucky day though..

Firstly, I wore my RGS 130 shirt on Wednesday for MAD setup, and it was still in the laundry, so I have to wear my striking yellow Waddle shirt.

It was so outstanding! [In a bad way.]

Then when I took the bus to NYGH [yes, it's in NYGH], I alighted a stop earlier and had to walk a long, long way.

Yeah.

So my bad luck ends here.

Not that bad luh.

Then, I went to sign in and I was in group 4.

Same as Xiao Yun and Yi Xuan.

And we played some survival game.

Which apparently I lost.

And then we had lunch.

Which was no so very nice.

Actually, it’s far from nice.

The ‘rice’ was so soggy, I thought it was porridge!

And then after lunch, we had some very very fun activities.

Of course, debate.

Debate.

山河依旧

爱也依旧

Interpol Investigations

Jia Qi — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 03:08:11 +0000

Starhub cable TV, National Geographic Channel, 9am – 10am, Interpol Investigations.

It’s more meaningful than watching reality shows, dramas, cartoons, etc.

It’s about Interpol investigations. [Quite obvious.]

There are stories about how the Interpol solve robbery cases, drug trafficking cases, etc.

Very very nice.

Remember to watch it!

Actually, I’m just trying to not let my blog die by posting daily.

And because I don’t know what to post about, I decided to post about this show.

But, I really mean it.

It’s nice.

Going to check my mail now!

假如我是一片雪花，

我一定认清我的方向**

Financial Crisis

Jia Qi — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 10:41:43 +0000

I think I should feed my piggy bank more, instead of letting it go hungry all the time.

It’s on diet and getting lighter.

My wallet too.

No, I didn’t change all my coins to notes.

I spent them.

I think I’m facing a financial crisis like the world is.

How how how?

I’m going to go bankrupt in no time.

If I continue my unacceptable ways of spending.

Like Lehman Brothers.

And AIG.

And I need bailout.

But, for the whole of June [although only three days passed], I only received $2 from my grandfather.

And that’s all.

And my expenditure is like.. $10.70

T.T

Sorry, piggy bank.

I’m going to ta pao bananas everywhere I go from now on.

So that I wouldn’t spend money in Subway, KFC, or MacDonalds.

NO POCKET MONEY FOR WHOLE OF JUNE! [Except $2 from my grandfather.]

我

忍受不了

没有耐心的我

Sadness; the Wierd Feeling

Jia Qi — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 11:05:52 +0000

I feel that sometimes, the whole world is so happy, but I am sad.

I know, that sounds saddist.

Okay I’m going to say this because I know no one bothers to read my blog.

This is my little corner.

Sometimes, I feel, the whole class is so happy and cheerful, but I don’t feel happy.

At all.

Like they will be screaming their lungs off, while I will be sitting there.

And sometimes, I just feel like crying for no reason.

I know, they call it PMS and whatever shit.

But I know, it’s not that.

It’s..

I don’t know..

A wierd feeling..

And I just feel like shutting myself out from the whole world.

I really want to go back to primary school.

I know, no use lamenting here, but..

I think I’m becoming anti-social.

I just want to be alone.

And I realised, the more I trust a person, the more disappointed I am.

I trust them, but they always disappoint me.

And and, the more I interact with people, the more I don’t trust them.

Because, I think they are more scary than I ever imagined.

Dinner, here I come.

街挤满了微笑

太不适合眼泪凑热闹

寂寞光年

Jia Qi — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:28:02 +0000

Okay this post is abit Chinesy, so if you are a non-Chinese, you might want to give up reading to avoid further confusion.

So, do you people watch 双子星？

I know I know, Chinese crap.

What’s worse, Singapore Drama.

Actually, alot of the storyline is copied from dramas from other countries.

But nonetheless, it is not that bad luh.

At least the opening cum closing song rocks.

It’s 《寂寞光年》 by 刘力扬.

Woots.

Love this song.

It’s superb.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNh2K1w3KS0

Go and listen NOW.

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼
眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断地俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了
快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走
看着梦想做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔
留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

Nice right?

And OMG, I SO IDOLISE HER.

I know, it’s not me – the always-so-cool person to idolise people, but she is seriously my type.

I mean, she’s so man – what I’ve always wanted.

And her hairstyle, so cool.

Maybe, when we have things that we cannot achieve, we rely on others to achieve our dreams.

I’m going to blog-surf now.

Hello world!

Jia Qi — Sun, 31 May 2009 05:39:17 +0000

Hello world! [As the title reads.]
This is my first post. [It's quite obvious.]
Firstly, if you are non-Chinese [not trying to be racist], the Chinese words on top means the lovebirds are chirping sadly, accompanying my sighs.
But it sounds better in Chinese.
In English, it sounds abit wierd.
Confession: This is my first time using WordPress.
However, I believe I will become a WordPress pro [whatever that is!?] in no time.
Actually, I already am.
See how WordPress and I click so well?
Just like puzzle pieces.
So yeah, WordPress pros, guide me along and tell me whenever I go wrong okay?
Don’t ask me ‘why ninety-six ducks?’.
Because I don’t know.
I know my username sounds wierd, but please, bear with me.
And if you want me to link you, leave a comment or email/MSN me.
I find WordPress kinda cool luh.
At least cooler than Blogger. [No offence to people who use Blogger.]
Blogger is seriously..
Not vintage and retro enough.
LiveJournal is cool, though.
And so is WordPress.
They are quite similar.
As in layout and design.
Vintage and retro.
(:
Ugh, I love WordPress.
Oh but it’s abit stupid.
Look at my first comment.
By Mr WordPress.
Hello!?
I am not that simple-minded and naive to believe that there is a Mr WordPress.
What should I tag this post as?
Ugh, I have no idea.
How about..
WordPress?
Okay, WordPress it shall be.
What a genius I am.
I’m going to the salon now.
Bye.
时间 [time]
像沉重的石头 [like heavy stones]
堆满了夜 [filled the night]