Sadness; the Wierd Feeling

I feel that sometimes, the whole world is so happy, but I am sad.

I know, that sounds saddist.

Okay I’m going to say this because I know no one bothers to read my blog.

This is my little corner.

Sometimes, I feel, the whole class is so happy and cheerful, but I don’t feel happy.

At all.

Like they will be screaming their lungs off, while I will be sitting there.

And sometimes, I just feel like crying for no reason.

I know, they call it PMS and whatever shit.

But I know, it’s not that.

It’s..

I don’t know..

A wierd feeling..

And I just feel like shutting myself out from the whole world.

I really want to go back to primary school.

I know, no use lamenting here, but..

I think I’m becoming anti-social.

I just want to be alone.

And I realised, the more I trust a person, the more disappointed I am.

I trust them, but they always disappoint me.

And and, the more I interact with people, the more I don’t trust them.

Because, I think they are more scary than I ever imagined.

Dinner, here I come.

街     挤满了微笑

太不适合     眼泪凑热闹

~ by Jia Qi on June 2, 2009.